Fight For Beauty

Tomorrow I’m NOOOT eating…. end of story…. :D

So tomorrow I will fast again.. I have lots of studying to do so I will be distracted from eating :D I’m gonna fast for 7 days!! I’m really exited, my last fast was only.. four days I think… But wonder what I’ll do at school? Hmm.. I’ll just say I don’t feel like eating.. they won’t be suspicious because I’m still normal weight :P

Good luck to the rest of you :D

Ugh… seriously.. I REALLY thought about ditching my weightloss plans, cuz it was much too think about and got me somewhat depressed… And it DIDN’T work, I gained 5 kilos in two months… yeah.. BUT tomorrow I will go swimming at school so fml serisously… I’m still fat and soon the whole world will see, so too make sure that this will never happen again I will now start to focus on losing wieght again.. becasue it sucks being faaaaat… So….. Starting tomorrow… LET’S GET RID OF THIS FAT THAT IS STOPPING US FROM BEING WHO WE REALLY ARE!!!! 

Now I haven’t eaten for 78 hours…. and I’m still NOT HUNGRY :D Wow…… :D I’m so happy when I don’t eat.. haha :D

AND I’ve come up with a good excuse for not eating at school!! It works for me atleast… You just have to say that you don’t need to eat lunch at school because you feel more focused and concentrated that way! :D Hope this little tip was helpful :D

….But I’m still waaay waaaay too fat… Though I still hope that I can weigh myself this weekend… I’m not sure because we don’t have a scale at home… well well..

Good luck with losing weight! :D

I haven’t eaten for about 54 hours… It feels great! :D my brain works better… I’m more focused and I’m not distracted by planning my meals :D…. I can easily start to put focus on homework like this >_< 

The only bad thing is that I felt nauseated this morning…because of my empty stomach… BUT I pushed through that, and now I feel fine!! :D I even used the “I’m nauseated” as an axcuse to my friends to not eat at school!! :D Lucky me ;)

well well…. This hapiness might not last forever.. I was invited to the cinema on friday…. and I want to hang out with friends.. but I don’t want to stuff myself…. :O

succesfull fast today!! …This is the first day of my life that I go completely without food!! :D And it feels amazing… I don’t want to eat :D wonder if I’ll do it tomorrow too? :D …. FAT dissapear nooow xO

Today I will fast.. I almost did yesterday… and the food was so disgusting so I will not be forced to eat again :D Hopefully I will look skinny soon… I probably will right? I will also try to weigh myself this weekend and I’m soo nervous because I’ve gained the past two months…. But it will be good results, I know it! :D

So today it’s all about drinking water!…. It’s so sad that I don’t have a scale at home but I think that I will get the opportunity to weigh myself next week :D I will work hard :D !!! >_< :3